that time (AB) at her grandma’s house. Then my vision went dark and I was outside. My age was normal again and I was still with AB and there was someone else who looked a lot like Carl from shameless (I have never watched shameless in my life but whatever). This persons name was never revealed so I’ll just call him C. It was nighttime and we were in the middle of the road. I was backing away from C for some reason with a gun in my hand. He kept walking towards me so I shot him in the face because I was panicking. He collapses and I catch him. C dies in my arms and I start sobbing while AB watches silently. My vision goes dark again and I’m 10 years old again in AB’s house again. It’s Christmas and we were playing with the stuff we got. My dad came to pick me up to take me home and I start crying, not because I dont want to leave but because of another person (TM). I ramble on about how much I missed him (which is odd bc I didn’t know him until I was 11 so idk how my 10 year old self knew him). Anyways, my dad drags me off and thats when I woke up
It is important to note that dream interpretation is subjective and can vary based on personal experiences and emotions. However, based on the symbols presented in this dream, I can offer some possible interpretations.
The dream begins in a nostalgic setting, indicating a longing for the past or a desire for comfort. However, the sudden transition to darkness suggests a sense of uncertainty or fear. This fear is manifested through the appearance of a stranger-like figure, "C", who represents an unknown or unfamiliar threat. Your reaction to his presence, which is to back away with a gun, suggests a feeling of powerlessness or a desire for control.
The act of shooting "C" represents a need to eliminate a perceived threat, though this action is driven out of panic rather than rational thought. Your reaction to his death, which is to sob uncontrollably, suggests a feeling of guilt or remorse for your actions.
The transition to your childhood home and the appearance of someone you miss, "TM", suggests a desire for connection or comfort from your past. However, this person is someone you didn't know until you were 11, hinting at a feeling of nostalgia for something you never truly had or experienced.
Overall, this dream may suggest a need for control in uncertain situations, a longing for comfort and connection from the past, and a sense of guilt or remorse for choices made in moments of panic. It may be helpful to reflect on any current situations or emotions that may be triggering these feelings in your subconscious.